This weekend was really nice me and the boys watched movies got outside for little bit and took a nap...i love nap time. Of course our naps on weekends always come later than they should then we are night owls. But it is alot of fun. Sunday we went to walmart to get a few things and I let the boys get a movie each and things were good until I smashed grissom's fingers between the cart and the shelf and then it starts ...that boy once he gets mad nothing pleases him for a while. He went to crying and crying he wanted to go play with the toys, we were in the check out ... you know how people look at you when you have a screaming kid. I had someone ask what did you do to him. I hate when people do that. I am already a nervous wreck from him carring on the way that he does ... do you think I want to hear that.

Sunday afternoon, I heard from "My Friend" I told him that I thought he had forgotten all about me...just teasing and then I get this big long speech on how I need to start remembering he has kids and is busy with work and blah blah...Im thinking is he for real. I am a single mother of two myself, and one of them I have 24/7 so I dont get a break. So I say you can stop its not like your talking to someone who doesnt get it. Then I get another speech...and I am accused of giving out guilt trips ... ya me...whatever. I told him we should just stop before somthing is said that cant be taken back. He got all defensive over nothing and in my opinion having a bad day and needed to be a jerk. Now, we dont spend that much time together because Of our kids and that is ok with me. I understand it and doesnt really matter to me if no one else does. Our children are way more important and its not been that long ago that I got out of a marriage and dont intend on making another mistake and I dont want my boys to go throu that. Moving on.

I have two very active boys. 12 and 3 yrs old... they fight, rough house around with each other. On and on... I have to say every time...now someone is going to get hurt and start crying and when they do I dont want to hear it. You know 99% of the time its the oldest starts crying its ridiculous he tripped last night chasing grissom and stubbed his toe well he is rolling around on the floor like he just lost a limb. I guess maybe I should have more sympathy but he is 12...get over it. I do think the toe is broke tho.


What a Tuesday morning with 5 inches of snow and more to come. I wish it could have been this weekend. I didnt want snow but would like to play in it with the boys since we have it. Hopefully this will be the last of it, and then they bring on the spring time. I just went outside to see what it was doing and its getting icy out there now. If it keeps this up I wont be coming in tomorrow. I dont want to chance getting grissom out in this to take him to daycare.