What a weekend...

I had this great big long post about what a great weekend i had then I went to preview it and it lost it when I went to go back it didnt go back to that page I will have to remember that. It was pretty long and a good one.

Anyway it was along weekend but a good one with the boys nothing special. We went out for take out chinese saturday nite I offered to get "My Friend" matt and his kiddos somehting and I dropped it off. He has two little ones 1 and 2 so I can only imagine how hard it is to get them out just to go grab something to eat. So I picked theirs up and dropped it off. Levi my oldest wanted to stay and eat with them and I of course said no. He says well mom, I think I should be able to meet your boyfriend, you did meet my girlfriend when I had one. I thought was to funny. I told this to "My Friend" Matt today he wanted to reasure me that we were nothing more than friends and hoped that I told my son that he was not my boyfriend.... Sometimes people can be a jerk without really meaning to be a jerk. I dont think that he would have wanted to hurt my feelings but he has. I think the next time he calls to want to do something I think Im busy, I just might be busy from here on out. Worst part about it, is I really like him. But its probably for the best, obviously he needs to be with someone that is like that someone other than me I think. If I was to sit down now and think of what we do have an still remain just friends then It is exactly not what I want it to be or what I want to have. I have told him all this before...

What a wonderful weekend for such a gloomy monday ...yuck